Why did I love Tokio Hotel?
Lately that question was spinning inside my mind. Just why? Why could I be so in love with them, being in the fandom and everything?

Since Bill changed his looks and I barely recognised him as a cute-and-fragile Bill like I used to know, somehow I stopped worshipping them. I know, I shouldn't do that, it's so wrong hating the whole band for such a silly reason. I am really aware about that, but really, I just don't like Bill's current look.

Plus, I am really tired of waiting their new album. I miss my cute Gustav and cool Georg. I miss seeing their talkshow, Tom's hilarious comment, Bill's fussiness, Georg's maturity and even Gustav's calmness. I just hate the twins for being so glued with their app. I hate them for having so much fun in LA and now, being jury in DSDS. I hate Bill for being excessive. I hate G's for not having any appearance for months.

my patience ran out. so I quit

until today,
I found my TH songs folder and randomly picked songs
when my winamp played their song,
that time I suddenly realised why did I love them
why did I stand for them when the haters attack them
why did I involve in the fandom for so long
it was because of their song..
because of their sincerity to sing their songs..
because of Bill's angelic voice
because of Tom's soothing melody
because of Georg's powerful clash
because of Gustav's smooth beat

I cried.
the song was By Your Side, my favourite song
it was like a sign that eventhough I'd forget them, they would always be there
they are still the same Tokio Hotel
the same band which gave me,
so much inspiration and strength
so much happiness and love
and another indescribable feelings
how could I forget those feelings after all this time?

Turn around, I am here
If you want is me, you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me ....

I'm still By Your Side, Aliens ..
I loved Tokio Hotel and still am. And I proud of that